The situation worsened. I believe, or don't know. I think I can't really be sure even in myself. I am a freak, a dancer on a very thin ice. I try not to give up, I am a fighter, a strong person - but not strong enough to stand alone.
I am sure, I will fucking hate this valentine's day. But on the other hand, I can clearly remember, how we organised what we will do on this day, three weeks ago.